惦念

“有时候的确是要失去了，才懂得珍惜。 ”

快要三个月了吧......不过心中的那股沉痛依然不肯离开。或许也不是不懂得珍惜吧，只不过时不时一个人的时候就会质问自己： 我是否做足了能做的吗？ 我若知道有那么一天，当初的我所作出的一切决定，所过的生活，肯定会不一样。我真的好想念那段永不重返的日子。现在，尚存的也只有回忆，隐痛。

你现在在哪儿呢？ 好希望你能看到今天的我； 好希望能让你知道我们是多么爱你的......你知道吗？

现在的我还是依旧一步一步地往前迈进。为了让其他爱我，我爱的人，也能够坚强，我别无选择。
现在的我还是像以前一样，不擅长对身边的人表达对他们的感情。

我想，我，还是我。虽然一部分的我现在或许已经是枯萎了。

那些来不及说的话，表达不出的情感，也或许是我这一辈子最大的遗憾吧。

"あんたがいなくて寂しいよ...戻ってくれない、お袋？"

Choices 抉择

I woke up again today feeling really really strange. i've had similar recurring dreams over the last few weeks, and it's nearly always about the same themes.

all these dreams are makin me really uneasy. i dunno why, and dun even ask me what the dreams were about, but it's just very uncomfortable, cos it nearly feels like my dreams (or ok, my subconscious) are tellin me something. is that so? or is it jus me gettin all wired up inside?

over the course of my brief time on earth, i've learnt that choices are an inevitable part of life. some ppl choose not to make these choices and just follow in the flow. i jus never seemed to be content with leaving my life in the hands of other people, at least not while i had the opportunity to choose for myself. not too sure if that's a good thing though, cos like now, it feels like these strange dreams are beckoning me to make a choice. about what? dun ask me la...cos im not too sure myself. or maybe i just dun really wanna talk about it..sigh. +_+"

the thing is that some choices are easy, cos everyone's happy. but others, aren't so simple. yet it's often these painful choices that weigh so heavily on the heart, and won't be content just bein chucked into the closet. sometimes i wonder if back then, i had just did it a li'll differently; if i had just had that extra ounce of patience; wat would it all be like now? would i be happier than i am now? or would my destiny bring me back to this very point which i was intended to come to. maybe i'm jus bein silly to think about things long gone, and ponder over long forgone outcomes. but i guess it jus means that those things must have meant a lot more to me than i thought so at that point of time in my life.

funny isn't it, how we often do the most...counter-logical things in the face of our most life-changing decisions. alright, maybe its not "we," it's just me.

oh well feelin all better now gettin it off my chest, cos its a very queer feeling. Im happy in those dreams, very satisfied in fact. And that's the problem.

oh well, may the Lord light up the path before me....but then again, He's not gonna choose for me, humans have always been given the onus of making our own choices. sigh, so guess i'm back at square one.

像孩子依赖著肩膀，像眼泪依赖著脸庞。

刚才去了五月天的 IMM 签唱会，感触很多，很多。他们的歌，一个个潜入了我内心深处，勾起了许多思绪情怀。

说不出的心情，摸不到的感觉，却一一的在他们那神奇的旋律里表达出来。

听着他们的音乐，感觉他们现场独一无二的魅力，脸上不由自主地微笑了。瞬间，所有的心事都抛掷九霄云外，身体也变得轻些了。能够毫无保留地放纵自己或许也只能在这种现场演唱会完整体验得到吧。:)

不管别人怎么说，怎么看我，我永远都会是你们的小歌迷。:)

谢谢你五月天。

你就是我的天使
保护著我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤

你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使
甚至我学会了飞翔

飞过人间的无常
才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎么样
只要有你就会是天堂

像孩子依赖著肩膀
像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖
给我力量

像诗人依赖著月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使
你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂

-- “天使”--

(今晚拍到的照片会迟些放上Blog)

Seeing is believing. Eh...wait till you see these.

Check out these amazing chalk drawings done on road pavements around the world by Julian Beever, an English artist who's famous for his art on the pavement of England, France, Germany, USA, Australia and Belgium . Beever gives his drawings an amazing 3D illusion. Keep in mind that each drawing is totally one dimensional! (ie. drawn flat on the pavement)

People actually avoid walking into the "hole" on the pavement

Spot the real fella :P

This is a picture taken from the opposite angle

This drawing of a "Rescue" was to be viewed using an inverting mirror.

Make Poverty History drawing from the side (40 ft long):

My personal favourites, check tHESE out :P

叮当天堂

dropped by 7-11 the other day, and saw them doin their Doraemon giveaway promotion (they were givin away magnets!). brought back lotsa childhood memories of one of my favourite cartoon characters.... :)

tadaa...^_^ so cute rite! here're Doraemon and Dorami webcams!

Doraemon Speakers :)

Doraemon Fridge!! o_O"

Doraemon "Gramaphone" music player ^_^!!

Doraemon kitee :)

Doraemon Bento set (haha)

Doraemon Jet!?

and finally, anyone remember buying those kinder bueno chocolate eggs and hoping to get lucky with a Doraemon figurine inside? well..for those of you who didn't manage to collect the full set of Doraemon figurines (like me x_X), here's wat the full set looks like :)

可愛いでしょ！ ^_^

Where the Sidewalk Ends

There is a place where the sidewalk ends
And before the street begins,
And there the grass grows soft and white,
And there the sun burns crimson bright,
And there the moon-bird rests from his flight
To cool in the peppermint wind.

Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
And the dark street winds and bends.
Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And watch where the chalk-white arrows go
To the place where the sidewalk ends.

Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
For the children, they mark, and the children, they know
The place where the sidewalk ends.

-- Shel Silverstein

以前曾读过的一首诗，拿出来分享分享。给人的感觉是那么的洒脱，似乎是有点与世无争的感觉。虽然察觉得出写诗人的一种对尘世的疲惫，但却以优美的方式述出了写诗人对于极乐的向往及期待。

最喜欢的是这首诗的最后两句话：
“For the children, they mark, and the children, they know
The place where the sidewalk ends.”
能当小孩真幸福啊。 :)

平常心

那天和崇庆，David，佩芬，Weixiang，小宁和 Janeal 看了部电影 "The Pursuit of Happyness." 之前已经在网上阅读了一些相关的资料，而且也得知这部电影入围了 Oscar Awards，所以当哥哥心血来潮提议要去看这部电影时，还真是满腹期待的！


















那天可能是因为有点轻微感冒的关系吧，所以看戏的时候还蛮吃力的，不时觉得头晕晕的 +_+" 但虽然身体浑身不适，Will Smith 精湛的演技以及动人心弦的故事情节，好多次都让我激动得差点跳出了座位，十指交叉地为戏里的 Will Smith 和他孩子祈祷。

看着戏中的 Will Smith 为了他孩子的幸福，熬过了百般挫折以便供起他们两人的起局费用；就不禁被他不屈不挠的精神所感动。推动着 Will Smith 不顾一切地奋斗下去的，除了对于他孩子的爱之外，也还有另一个非常重要的理念：他在戏中就说了：

“You got a dream, you gotta protect it. People can't do something themselves, they wanna tell you that you can't do it. You want something? Go get it. Period.”

“Don't ever let someone tell you, you can't do something. Not even me. ”

一个人在人生最低落的时候，眼前会面对两种选择，两条路。他可以选择放弃，颓废，自暴自弃； 或者他也可以像戏中的 Will Smith 一样，以不折不败的精神向前迈进。有时就想想，奇妙的是，一个人就凭那么一个抉择，就会决定他是否会自立自发地为自己 （或是为了别人） 寻找出路，或是乏味地坐以待毙。

哈哈那与其坐着等死，当然是拼了啦！哈哈 =P 　ジャンジャン！看看我偶像帅气凛然的气势，就能立刻找回那股劲儿！来来，向你介绍我最爱 (之一） 的日本动画片：Bleach 当中的主人公 -- Kurosaki Ichigo!



















接着也有第十队队长 -- Hitsugaya Toushirou! :P



















这是大伙儿的合照！hehe :P



















好啦，改次再跟你说说我其他非常期待的电影，动画片啦！拜拜！^_^